Well, I'm back...

It's a new year, everyone! and I'm still alive!
*audience groans*
So, anyway, about the whole "New Year's Resolutions" thing:
What's the point?
I mean, seriously, what is the point? We all know we're going to break them. And if we resolve to try, well, how is that any different from last year? And if you make serious decisions that you really are going to try and keep--won't you just become depressed when you don't? "Dammit, I resolved to lose ten pounds before June and I didn't! Bugger!" What kind of motivation is that? I don't think I'd get very far with motivation like that.
*sigh* I should resolve to not make blogs. I never write anything interesting, which doesn't really matter because no one reads it anyway. I should also resolve to stop watching choppy episodes of Psych. I mean, it's still in the first...minute and a half at most. And it's frozen eight times. Without restarting for ages. But I'm watching it anyway. Is that wise? no. It is undoubtedly the biggest waste of time that I can think of. It doesn't even restart after five anymore, it pauses for more than five. But it still pauses every five seconds (or maybe a little less). What am I supposed to do with that?
Complain on my blog.

In other news, I was just in District choir. We had the most brilliant director. We were the highest scoring singers in the district.
Basically, it did not go well. Star-spangled banner was brilliant, and it was the first one. I knew something was wrong during the three flower songs, which were less than perfect. But the moment I really knew we sucked, I mean SUCKED, was during "the Wild Honeysuckle." It has this big, amazing, climactic ending, in which we sing the line "For when you die you are the same."
I was thinking we could rally when we got to the big climactic ending. Everyone always loved that ending. But then we got to it.
"For when you die you are the SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSame...."
We sucked. We sucked so bad even the parents noticed (and we know how bad they are at noticing when their kids are bad). TK must have hated us by the end, but he was still smiling and aknowledging us when the concert was over. I wanted to yell "TK, you don't actually have to do that. We sucked. You know we sucked. We know we sucked. It's OK. Say we sucked."
He didn't say we sucked. But he should have.

I should probably end this post here, but I'm in a slightly emo mood, and I can't quite put my finger on the reason. So I'm just going to ramble on. And on.
Actually, I'm going to talk about college apps, and how they've ruined my life. I think I may never, ever want to read or hear the question "What will you bring to this college?" EVER AGAIN. (although I must say the chances of this are slim).
I wish the episode would unfreeze.
Well, I'm going to end this here. Hope it wasn't too horrible.